My last day at cch was 06/11/09  and i am still looking for a job. The job market is tough and it makes me feel like i cant do anything better with my life. i have thoughts of going back to CCH but those are not very good thoughts. I absolutely hate that place with a passion especially the department that i was in for over 6 years.  They dont realize what they have lost and if they gain a new employee then so be it but my time and effort there was never compensated and i was just pawn in the corporate industry. I dont think I will ever work for a place like that again

Ever since I quit my job i have felt the feeling of loneliness and worthlessness. Only because the job market is soo tough. I even have to sale my BMW cause i cant afford the payments. I am selling it for 14,900 as is. i have no health insurance so if i get in an accident im screwed. I scared cause this feeling of the unknowing is getting to me. I wish the perfect job would come to me and i can be happy to go to work every morning. i havent been sleeping very well or eating very well i just have this lump in my stomach and it is not going away. I pray to God every night that something will happen but so far nothing. I am just venting…i dont want sympathy by any means i just want to be successful and happy. i think its going to be a long road ahead but as long as i can keep my spirits up i think i will be ok.

I miss all my co workers and my friends. I have been pretty down lately and I apologize for the lack of communication. Please forgive me!

Love you all!

 

Meri

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